I woke up this morning feeling a bit blue. I didn’t eat anything last night, just a cup of milk. Like the other days, I opened my eyes around 4 am and left a ‘good morning’ message to my SO. We haven’t talked that much this week since we were both busy. I decided to help my Mom in the garden again after I did laundry. We took a break around 7 am and I toasted some bread and put cheese on it. At 9 am, I already took a shower and now, I’m sitting in front of my laptop while typing this post.
I just notice that my fingernails are now broken because of gardening. I’m not that fond of nail paints and arts and I don’t mind cutting it short so it’s fine with me. My best friend, the one who got mad at me, already replied to my ‘sorry.’ Just a smiling emoji so I didn’t mind responding to it. While I’m trying to process the words that I’m going to put in here, I’m imagining what I am going to do with the curtain we have here at home. I want to fix it and redesign it but I don’t know how yet. I want to mention how I’m becoming fond lately of some elegant arrangements of rooms that I see online. My Mom is probably getting annoyed with me because every time I saw something nice, I run and show it to her. She also loves organizing rooms and all so I guess she also enjoys looking at it too sometimes.
The weather outside is a bit gloomy and it looks like it’s going to rain. I’m still thinking about what I should do next. I have a lot of things going on my mind now and I don’t know how I made myself inspired after feeling sad when I woke up. Maybe that’s the power of being out with nature even for a bit. It gave me time to wander and get away from my problems even just for a while and go back to the real world feeling positive.
As usual, all of our dogs are taking their naps now. Sometimes, I just suddenly see myself staring blankly and then I’ll try to go back to where I left. I think it’s normal. Maybe I have to eat lunch now because I’m starving.
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